It's a Thursday today! I wanted to stay home and go jog in the evening... But plan kinda failed. ): Gotta meet nic, Wenqi & Pam to discuss for the Zeral's cum Heous running man. Tiring man, to come up with games all. HAHAHAHA. At least it was productive to have planned out our 3 games! YAY TO US!! Watched channel 8's SUDDEN and saw the scene between Ruien and Romeo , so sad. :'( Romeo wants Ruien to stop doing all those stuffs for her, but Ruien is still standing strong to stay by him. That kind of feeling I totally understand. It's just so hard to stop loving Someone you really love. Urghh. Just hate myself for holding him too dear to my heart. Well... Other than this, I'm so stressed out planning for nic basil's birthday! Tmr ANATAS is celebrating for him at scape! OMG PLANNING IS DAMN TOUGH. But finally he agree to zar that he can go out tmr. Woohoo. He won't even suspect it's us planning for him. He will be surprised YAY. :) Just hope the surprise plan tmr will turn out well! Really miss all of my ANATAS ppl .<3

Start of holidays! End of 2.1! :)

HOLIDAYS IS HERE. 2.1 ended! Yay! Another sem is down, 3 more sems to graduating from tp! On one hand, I wanna graduate and get poly done with but on the other, I rather just stay in poly and not move onto the working life. It sucks in the working world. Serious. I don't even know if I wanna continue go follow this path I'm taking now. Sian. I just do hope to have a chance to go Taiwan and further pursue my dreams after poly. I really hope so. I'll work extremely hard, yes! It's been long since I talked emotional stuffs so here it goes. I'm gotta rant about how I feel. Yes, things are better now... Be it friends, love, studies & just, ABOUT LIFE. I'm slowly letting go. It's been about 8months since we broke up.. How time flies. I constantly tell myself that you're no longer there for me nor the same person anymore. I'll have to forget you. How hard it was to let go of Someone who mattered. People ask me on my ask.fm about him, honestly "what can I say?" ): I will have to act. Act strong. Act like I don't love him anymore. Well,it takes time. Guess I'll take a year to forget this relationship. After all, it's my first love. Now and then, I still do use 11:11 wishes for him. I don't get myself either. Damn. *kill me* Well, now happy stuffs! I'm gonna be performing at east coast this Sunday and for the following 2nd Sundays of the month! How great! It is such a good chance ! :) and just watch Percy Jackson & mortal instruments this week, so nice! I'm happy and glad to have friends standing by me, Always being there. I'm so touched. :') Also, I hope I get the call for the musical drama *prays hard*